'Let's just relax and try......!
Hello...! So I last left off saying that we started trying.I don't even know what I was thinking,I thought that our reproductive systems were magic or something that I thought that we would fall pregnant miraculously the same month itself.Now,coming to think of it I want to laugh at my naivete.The first month my periods also mocked at me and taunted me by getting delayed,I remember being so excited the first time I peed on the stick,waiting those five minutes so surely beleiving that my life was about to change and indeed it changed,in ways I could not even fathom.Then came the series of negative,stark negative tests looking up at me and Ashwin.The heartbreak that a tiny card could give us,was humongous as you stand powerless and helpless before it. Something did not feel right in my heart.Maybe call it a female intuition or whatever!That is about the time my tryst with anxiety started.The trepidation month after month took a toll on me.I was a nervous wreck and I would bawl my e