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'Let's just relax and try......!

Hello...! So I last left off saying that we started trying.I don't even know what I was thinking,I thought that our reproductive  systems were magic or something that I thought that we would  fall pregnant miraculously the same month itself.Now,coming to think of it I want to laugh at my naivete.The first month my periods also mocked at me and taunted me by getting delayed,I remember being so excited the first time I peed on the stick,waiting those five minutes so surely beleiving that my life was about to change and indeed it changed,in ways I could not even fathom.Then came the series of negative,stark negative tests looking up at me and Ashwin.The heartbreak that a tiny card could give us,was humongous as you stand powerless and helpless before it. Something did not feel right in my heart.Maybe call it a female intuition or whatever!That is about the time my tryst with anxiety started.The trepidation month after month took a toll on me.I was a nervous wreck and I would bawl my e

Surviving infertility in reality!

Hello I am Dr.Sneha Suresh. I am from Coimbatore,Tamil Nadu,India. I am a practicing pathologist working currently at Cancer Institute Adyar,Chennai. All my life I have spent studying about the complex human anatomy,physiology,the perfections and the imperfections,the right and the wrong,the problem and the treatment for it.I was always fascinated by how the human body procreates,from just a mass of cells how multifunctional organs pop up and grows into a beautiful tiny human being.I remember the first time i witnessed a tiny baby come wailing into this drab, dull world I was in awe,totally dumbstruck.I remember picking up my phone and immediately calling my mother and promising never to pick up a fight with her ever.That lasted like for a week!hehe! I am married to a wonderful man,Ashwin.I met him and after what was a whirlwind romance and  a camraderie of a lifetime,we tied the knot in 2016 September.I was crazily happy.Now when I look back at my wedding pictures and look at the chee